my mind is in a whirlwind now.
the hardest decisions, i ever have to make in history. haa.
and its strange, how i didnt think about this, until now.
so this is what my brother have been advising me all along,
but i just didnt take heed cos of my keen desire to study.


and sweetie, don't worry abt me, k?
im always tense when making decisions, fyi. hahax.
and i noe i will always have your support no matter what.
its just that now, i need to sort out my thoughts than later.
love you sweetie. (:


hmm. confused, is what i can say now.
and it frustrates me alots. puffts.
should i follow my dreams and reach my goals?
or should i forsake my dreams and see reality ahead of me?


god, show me the answers as YOU guide me along.
only YOU, can determine whats the best for me. amin.


and so, my day have been usual as always.
im missing him every single day. (:
i hope i will be meeting him tml. hehex.
then, maybe later tonite, gonna MSN with aini.
alrites, the end. (: