.Monday, October 12, 2009 ' 4:15 PM Y

(:
so this was the pic taken which i mentioned where we
wore a matching maroon at the very last minute. haa.
i have loads of other posts/pictures to post about actually.
but ive just been busy keeping lookout for other jobs. (:
and i thought im goin to secure
this one particular admin assistant job.
however, it gave me a scare, just recently last friday.
cos i cant cope with the demanding workload, given to me at a time.
although i managed to finished up everything before i say to them,
"i won't be coming here anymore. im quitting."
im not really a quitter, but at that point of time,
i feel so pressured by the workload just by a day of work.
puffts. i feel like, such a letdown to the people around me, honestly.
so many questions lingering in my mind when i walk out of the place.
is this admin work supposed to be? why am i not able to cope? ):
at that point of time, i really needed badly to talk to someone.
and the first thing came to my mind was my baby boy. (:
thanks sweetheart, for being supportive and encouraging me
all the way. your presence means alot to me. love you baby. ((:
so yea, that setback won't stop me from finding my dream job.
cos i believed i will find it one day, insyallah. (:
and before i end this post,
R.I.P Stephen Gately.

'boyzone' songs have been grown up wit me since young.
so it was such a tragic & a shocking news to me that you have passed.
boyzone will never be the same without you. )':