raudhah is at camp, and i miss her. ):
its been awhile since i sit down and pen down my thoughts,
on this old blog of mine; and having time for myself as well.
i realised, after started werking, its been very hectic.
its been stressful, hatred, resentment all into one.
if i can erase those thoughts, i will, really.
cos given a choice, i dun wanna feel this way.
cos i believe everyone wants to have a happy life.
i dun wanna go to werk feeling crap, thinking wat happens next.
werk life has always been dissapointing me now and den.
urgh, i wish i could kill those thoughts and feelings away. ):
anyways, i think ive been spending rather too much. hehs.
during my 3 days off just recently, i splurge on the things i see.
but it was worth the buy though. quality dat matters, i learnt.
BUT i do put aside some cash for the future of course.
cos shopping makes me happy, the feeling is great. haa.
so if you are down, go shopping! it helps, sometimes. (:
and yes, raudhah went for her ITE camp 2 days, 1 night.
so i went reach home, she wasnt at home, definitely.
so i had to sleep alone, maybe not cos i have that fat cat.
hahahax. at least, he doesnt take much space although he's fat.
=P
i've always been spending time wit my bf.
i miss you sweetheart. we are gonna meet soon! (:
i've always been waiting to hang out wit friends.
especially aini & zakirah. hahahahax.
i hate this time cos we are too busy, but i always rmbr,
im sure one of the days, we are gonna meet up too!
not forgetting you, ain. hahahax.
yes, i didnt forget to mention you.
everytime we meet, we will always asks,
"when are we gonna hang out together again?"
i hope soon luh, hopefully. (:
okays, dats all for now. i need a rest.
i realised ive been not having enough rest lately.
due to werk and anything got to do with it.
i've also been going out. i miss home, really.
*yawns* till den. (:
