.Saturday, March 05, 2011 ' 2:05 PM Y
im tired, really i am.
yes, im off again today on a nice saturday, a weekend.
but too bad, cos today, either i spend the day in front of my computer,
flipping classifieds the whole morning; sending resumes afterwards.
and took a afternoon nap for the comfort,
which i haven done for a long time. (':
i told ya, im gonna have a very VERY busy week next week.
and how true. i have to werk somewhere else, which i rather not go.
which i was force to claim OT. wth rite?
i cant stand it anymore. im tired, really i am. ):
so, this idea came along when i was in the bus otw to werk.
i told myself, NOT to be in this pathetic person anymore.
i really, really need to move on.
brain, please please get that straight. dun play games anymore.
im not getting younger. i have a future ahead of me.
this is not where im supposed to be. do you hear me?
=/
my colleagues have been trying to 'physco' me wit all these craps.
which actually i dun bother to noe or want to listen to.
yes, the pay is good. its kerja 'halal'. dere's commission to see thru.
but do you see dat im not happy? do you see im just faking it?
i dun want my future to die here, okays, you faggorts!
you guys never get the hints, and its more saddening when
YOU lead me on, for nothing. haish.
alrites, dat enough said.
insyallah, hopefully, i can get a new job by next month.
*praying* (:
i really miss these times.
i miss camwhoring.
i miss you, darls. meet me up soon. (;
and im missing my boyfie now.
i noe you are busy at werk, but im more busy.
cos im busy thinking and missing you. (':
im tired, really i am.
i really miss these times.
