.Monday, June 20, 2011 ' 2:50 PM Y

i wish . . .
. . . and yes, me again, if you love my blog that is. haa.
*blows the dusts away* seriously, i miss blogging!
ranting all day abt life, love & of course, werk (previously, school).
ive enjoyed blogging throughout the years, its a habit to me.
cos even there is no readers, well, i will still rant on per usual;
cos i am the reader of this blog myself too. (:
this month is a "freedom" month to me;
cos currently i am on leave, off and RPH till the end of June.
to say the least, im serving my one month notice.
which means i am leaving my current company, sadly.
sad; cos i have no income, maybe in my next few mths,
until a new job (hopefully) comes along & help me tide over.
):
but on the other hand, im happy and pleased i have left . . .
its been a roller-coaster ride, its been hectic all the time,
while i was werking throughout the 1 year ++.
i am sad cos of the memories i had, well, the most of it.
and also the colleagues, i had with over the time.
but still, nothing can be compared to the misery i was facing.
anyways, i shall not be misery-looking nowadays.
its over and done with. i shall be positive abt the future now.
(:
umms. i miss camwhoring, camwhore.
i miss how i look before, i really do.
my low self esteem is coming to get me again, i heard myself.
to snap out of it, its one thing.
but to be beautiful inside and out will be another.
when will this ever end? that is the question.
AND AINI, WE REALLY NEED TO MEET UP SOON.
I AM FREE NOW, AS YOU CAN SEE! >.<
i love you my dear. wake up soon, cat. *misses*
i miss you alot my bestfriend. (: