.Tuesday, July 26, 2011 ' 1:55 PM Y
back to basics; is basically hard.
hi again. i have been utterly been very lazy these few days.
i hate this; and i hate these feelings i had together with it.
urgh, honestly, i think im starting to get lost somehow,
and im trying my best to get grip of my life.
i miss werking honestly, really. i dun know how to go abt it.
so many interviews i went and yet so much, for dissapointment.
for now, im keeping a low profile of myself; which i dun noe
whether it is a good thing or a bad thing to people around me.
i think i wanna be alone for awhile, and ponder on my life. )':
fasting is catching up in one weeks time?
urgh, im totally lost in time management too.
help me, help myself is all i hear now.
):
okays this is quite random. haa.
i had this friend which i didnt mention before so,
she was very close to me when i was in secondary sch days.
but we lost it wen i was in the ITE days, tgt wit her.
until we became friends again, i think few yrs later.
cut long story short, this friend of mine contacted me,
and each time we contacted, she would wanna borrow money.
i mean, do i look like i am a walking atm to you??
after all those shit you have done to me few yrs back,
actually, i wanna really call off our friendship once and for all.
cos honestly you don't deserve to be in my friends lists.
but still . . . haish.
okays, i am sick and tired of having stupid friends.
friends that is a liar, or treats you like an invisible and so on. (etc)
yes, i am imperfect myself but that doesnt mean you
can do watever you want and do everything your way.
colleagues to friends, to classmates, strangers . . .
ive seen it all, and im really dissapointed and upset by it.
to those stupid and ridiculous friends i had,
i can suggest that you stay away from me, eh no. .
or i will stay away from you instead. simple enough. (:
i envy those people who had real friends behind their backs.
well, i actually do have a few friends like that too actually.
and im thankful for having them wit me thru thick and thin.
i know who they are and they will have my blessing too. ((:
AND . . this is one of best-est friend ever!
my soulmate, my love, my boyfriend. ((:
"HAPPY 2 YRS ANNIVERSARY SWEETHEART! "
he was there when i need a listening ear.
the first to know and comfort me when i was down.
the person who was always making me laugh;
and cheering me with his silly jokes and surprises.
the one who would shower me with love and care.
the one who will always always be there, my babylove. ((:
first thing first, i wanna thank allah for giving me an angel,
the first person i thought of and the last person when i go to sleep.
i love you so much, words cant describe the way im feeling for you.
you are the best thing that happen to me and the best out of everything.
i can wish the best for your future endevours and may allah bless
with you with love, health and wealth sayang. i miss you dear. ((:
and this is the longest blabbering after all these yrs. haa.
good for me, and good for you. ((:
