.Sunday, November 13, 2011 ' 3:25 PM Y
i need to get back my life on track.
there's one thing about today. its peace.
finally, i've got a chance to feel wat i felt before.
peace and serenity before my very eyes.
this is how i really felt wen i was happily werking in the sales line.
although stress was dere, but i felt peace when i reached home.
today was the day, i really gave it away; i tendered my resignation.
finally, i listened to my heart and really listen wat it says.
even as simple as tendering was very hard than it seems to be.
i dun care what you are gonna say about me.
im impulsive. stupid. that i didnt care about the future.
YOU are not me. YOU dun noe that i was struggling all along.
you tried to hold me back. you said things to hurt me in order to stay.
if you were in my shoes, you would understand; im not YOU.
why must you be so ego, so determine that this will last for me.
$7000 worth. thats alot of money. but that money holds more responsibilities.
my happiness, and my loved ones happiness, holds more than money.
i know you will be talking behind my back, ive already know.
to face you and the others again, gave me the creeps.
i wanted to end everything by taking 2 wks straight of unpaid leave.
and they forbid me to do so, and im pissed. then, MC would it be.
allah, please gave me faith and make me strong.
show me that i can do it, even i have to take the hardest way.
really, i dun wanna have hard feelings but . . i hope i can forget.
thank you allah, for making me strong today.
thank you for giving me friends, my bf, for support.
i knew i can never make it without your and their help.
thank you, love, i love you so so much,
from the bottom of my heart. yours sincerely. (:
