.Saturday, October 27, 2012 ' 10:10 PM Y
hieeeeehhh *shy smile*
well, i feel like blogging today cos i have free time on my hands now.
not everyday that i have free time, y'know and it shucks!
i have always, always been busy and stress over werk
AND I NEED A BREAK OVER WERK!
anyways, i was away since friday and up till this monday. wheeee!
but see how happy i am now, and it matter of hours it will be gone. ):
okays, i have been thinking positively, planning my day and time wisely.
i have been going out, enjoying myself with boyfriend, until my legs hurts.
one of the things i hate when going out
(sorry, i am kind of fussy when comes to this) : -
1. Legs- My legs hurts after walking around for *4 to 5 hours (*it varies)
and i freaking hate it cos i look and feel like an old woman!
and i know the reasons, and its because im fat, fat FAT!!!
i cant enjoy walking or shopping around happily without causing my feet
to be in constant pain and it shucks to the core. *sad*
so i need to sit down for about 15 mins or so before i start walking again. =/
2. Weather - You cant control weather and i dun blame the weather either.
but when it gets too hot and humid outside, you get sweaty, dehydrated.
you will get irritated cos you will start being angry.
you will take out your umbrella, your fan (surprisingly, i did that, strange)
your nice shirt will be stained with sweat and your make up?
gone with the 'sweat' -___-
3. People + Surroundings - i cant stand people being 'kiasu' infront of me (sometimes, in fact i am, too)
and then, they will start pushing me, push my bag, step on my feet etc.
OR either, people looking for trouble,
looking me up and down for no reason.
and THEN, they start to look at my boyfriend and start to smile
and giggles at him. try to make eye contact.
hey, i know i'm short, fat and ugly ( and i dun care)
but the way you are looking at him
i am not paranoid and i am not jealous either,
but please girls, get hold of yourselves.
yes, he is charming ( i dunno about you) and such
but arent you ashamed of yourself ?
you are with your OWN boyfriend (may i remind you that),
and there you are smiling and looking at him,
some, doing things just to attract attention, the 'gatal' ones.
(for those who are alone or with friends).
may i also remind you that i am not jealous,
but i feel so ______________. *pukes*
i was with him, everywhere and anywhere he goes,
(cant help it) and even i know you are looking at him!
But i didn't straight away hold his hand or hug him.
i even whisper, "oooh, somebody is interested in you. . ." *start giggling*
and when he looks back to see, you were caught off -guard and
you think he is interested in you. ouh puleease!
AND this is happens not once or twice,
but every single time when i was going out with him.
girls girls. -___-
i really think i should put a paper bag to cover his face. HAHAX. >.<
anyways, i am already used to this, so look at him until you are satisfied.
my job - is to ignore and keep my eyes on the road, the mall etc.
and to love and cherish him till the end of time, thats my promise. (:
haa. this is so random sunday post. i wanna go out
but my body is aching, feets are hurting and i am so bored here.
but one thing i enjoyed most when im free?
waking up late in the morning and not rushing for a bath or werk.
feeling good and telling myself, what a nice rest day. allhamdulilah.
(:
